When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
It’s funny how with every year, I think I am so mature and grown up. But with every year that goes by, I seem to find that I so much to learn about life, people, love. But most importantly, there are so many self discoveries. I find that I have less control over my life than I thought. In so many cases, I always regret “going along with the crowd.” I always figured myself to be a strong and independent girl. But my time at college has brought a realization that I am so weak, fragile and unable to make up my mind at the last minute. I try not to be vulnerable one minute then the next I am clear out in the open. I am a very, very selfish girl who thinks that sometimes some things and some people aren’t just worth anything in her life. I think so highly of some special few, and could care less about most others. I guess I can be very clique-y in my own way. I am a very jealous person, very protective and demanding. Even though human nature, we are all selfish and jealous it is just eye opening to see all this in myself and trying to understand how I can better myself.
It’s a work in progress.
