I'm slowly learning to breathe again even on those days when the air is so stale and a mist slowly follows me everywhere
I'm slowly starting to realize that I can be happy on days when I am so sad
these days I'm learning to have those feelings again
my heart races
stops
I'm not ready yet, but I am opening myself up to you
and showing once again my vulnerable side
these feelings and emotions are all slowly starting to sink in again
But I'm scared that my secrets by becoming the truth for you
slowly
but surely this makes me vulnerable and inside I think I'm still hurt, but I am not
I am irrational, I am immature, I am not there yet
but please hold on, and wait just a little bit longer until I come around
and run to you, and only you
I promise you that once my mind clears up
and I can start new, I won't turn to anyone but you
because you're showing me everyday what I needed
from the very beginning
